"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find"
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find"
Fall for You—Secondhand Serenade
My babydoll was back with me. She had even let me touch her belly and introduce myself to our baby. My small family was safe and under my roof. That was the best feeling in the world. I would do anything to keep them safe from those that wanted to do us harm. I would gladly give up my life if it meant Bella and our baby could live. They were fucking innocent. I was not.
This morning, I woke up before Bella. She'd gone to the fucking bathroom about a gazillion times during the night. I'd read shit about how pregnant women had to pee all the time but seeing it in person was different. My fucking heart jumped each and every time she left my arms.
She was still resting so I stayed in bed and played with her hair. It still felt as silky soft as I remembered. I leaned down to kiss my angel on the lips. She purred. That sound went straight to my cock. Her no sex rule was fucking killing me. I wanted to be inside her tight pussy so bad. She was my addiction and I didn't want to go through withdrawals.
I reached down and stroked myself through my pajama pants. I slid the blanket down a little so that I could see Bella's breasts. I checked to make sure that she was still asleep by raising her shirt a little. Thankfully, she didn't stir. I softly licked her nipples, watching them turn into dark pink nubs. Her body was so fucking amazing. I could already see that her tits were getting bigger. I cupped them gently while squeezing my dick.
Bella's lips parted as she mumbled something in her sleep. I couldn't make out the words because I was still jacking off. I ghosted my fingers over her smooth stomach. It was still mostly flat but there was the beginning of a small bump. I fucking smiled like a Cheshire cat. My babydoll being pregnant was fucking sexy. If possible, I wanted her even more.
I felt like a fucking pervert feeling her up while she was sleeping but she gave me no choice. My fucking cock was going to fall off if it didn't get at least a little attention from Bella. She fucking owned my libido. I was already leaking from barely touching her. I massaged circles around her soft creamy thighs. A light shudder ran through her body. I fucking groaned like an idiot. She must have been sleeping deeply because she didn't wake up. I was so fucking close.
In my desperation, I leaned my head down until it was right over Bella's crotch. Her thin sleep shorts didn't do much to conceal the prize inside. I inhaled her sweet intoxicating scent. She smelled like rain and strawberries. I licked over the shorts, wishing that she was naked. I had an urge to eat her pussy until she passed out. My dick twitched, shooting a load of sticky ejaculate all over my hands.
After that, I ran to the bathroom to cleanup. My babydoll was still knocked out. I had talked to Carlisle about her pregnancy. He assured me that it was normal for her to be extremely fatigued these next few months. If I had my way, Bella would never leave the fucking apartment. Shit wasn't safe on the outside and I couldn't risk her or my child getting hurt. I laid down beside her and continued playing with her curls. I made sure that I pulled her cami down so that she wouldn't suspect what I'd done. The last thing I needed was an angry Bella.
Speaking of angry Bella, she had really kicked my ass this week. I knew that I deserved whatever shit she threw at me but it was fucking rough. The ball kicking she gave me didn't even compare to her telling me that she hated my guts. I was used to physical pain but emotional trauma was foreign to me. Even when my father died, I had been emotionally detached, but my babydoll fucking mad at me totally killed my soul.
After the night in the Penthouse, I was almost ready to give up. My mom and Carlisle talked me out of quitting. Every time Bella did something particularly horrendous, my stepdad would whisper in my ear, "Take it," so that's what I did. The fucking silent treatment was horrible. Then, when I thought things couldn't get any worse, they did. She fucking obliterated my handmade porcelain Bella Swan doll. That fucking broke my heart.
Mom and I came up with a plan for me to cook for my babydoll. I was pretty goddamned useless in the kitchen, but Esme said it would work. It was supposed to show my babydoll that I was domestic or some shit. The first time that she rejected my food hurt my feelings. She said some pretty mean shit to me that caused me to feel bad about myself. When she left, I'd broken down and cried for hours. That was saying something because Bella is the only person in the world who could put tears in my eyes.
Thanksgiving Dinner was a fucking nightmare. I had planned for our first official holiday to be spent together, but because I was a complete dumbass, that didn't happen. If I had of just stayed that night and talked to Bella, I could have saved myself a lot of heartache. I promised her that I wouldn't jump to conclusions again and I meant that shit. Losing my babydoll had me new man. If she wanted me to cut off all my hair and become a fucking Buddhist, I'd do it.
I didn't think the holiday could get any worse until that scene after dinner. I hadn't eaten much because I was upset that Bella didn't want to sit by me. Her words about being thankful for everyone but me put another knife in my heart. She looked so fucking sexy in that dress. It was tiny and showed off her legs. Her collarbones were bare and the bodice was sequined. My cock jumped the minute I'd seen her. When she told me that she wanted to talk, I had damn near blown my load. She'd licked her lips when she asked. Her tight sexy ass was right over my cock. I didn't even care that we were in my mother's parlor. I was going to fuck her right there. Then she had done the unthinkable, my little tigress fucking burned my clothes and left me butt ass fucking naked.
Honestly, I wasn't sure that I would ever be able to look Carlisle in the eye again. He was the one to walk in on me. I was forever in his gratitude for saving my ass. If my mom or Ali had of seen me like that, it would have been even worse. Despite her cruelty, I still fucking wanted Bella. I spent the rest of that night whacking off to the image of her in that tiny ass dress.
My breaking point came the other night. That fucking dirty sex, if that was what you wanted to call it, sent me over the edge. My babydoll beating me while screaming how much she hated me, was something that I couldn't handle. All I could do was cry the entire time she was fucking me. It felt good to my dick but the rest of my body was in pain.
That bondage scene had to happen though, so that Bella could see that I still loved her. If I didn't care then the sex wouldn't have affected me. She apologized so many goddamned times. It wasn't her fault. I was the jackass that screwed up in the first place. That was the reason I took all the shit she put out. Yes, I was angry at her for treating me like shit, but I couldn't deny that I deserved all the shit I got.
The meadow was where we had made up. I chose that spot because it was special to the both of us. Everything was going perfectly until Bella told me her fucking secret. I had been so fucking angry that if she hadn't of been there, I would have driven to Alec's and pulled the fucking trigger. He fucking betrayed me and the Volturi. I trusted that motherfucker with my life and it was all a lie.
I was already thinking of ways to off the bastard when she made me promise not to kill him. Her demand was overstepping the boundaries of our relationship. Bella was my girlfriend but she had shit to do about Mafia business. She didn't really know the way of life yet and if I could help it, she never would. She'd used the one thing she had to save his life; our baby. She fucking knew I couldn't refuse after that guilt trip.
While she was sleeping, I made good on my fucking word. I had to let Dee kick Alec's ass for lying to us in the first place. I watched Dee knock some teeth out and break a kneecap before I intervened. I told Alec that he owed his fucking life to my babydoll and that he better live it like he remembered that shit. He agreed and asked me to thank her.
I was never really one for the physical intimidation side of the Mob, so I rarely doled out punishment by myself. Demetri, on the other hand, lived for that shit. He had been an underground fighter when he was younger. For him, beating a fucker into mush was like playtime.
When the interrogation was finished, I called 'The Scrub'. He had been in the family's employ for over twenty five years. He was one of the best plastic surgeons in the world but he catered to the Mafia world because it meant cash and no malpractice headaches. I booked an appointment for Alec. The only way that he would be able to stay alive was to completely die and live under a different identity.
One of the Volturi's dirty cops had stolen a large amount of cash and drugs from Impound. The security tapes were to be doctored so that it would look like Alec was the thief. His burned out car was to be found at the bottom of a cliff. The missing teeth were going to be used to identify the burned corpse as Detective Alexander Smith. The DEA would assume that he had been dirty all along and gotten himself killed. The old Alec would legally be dead.
Surprisingly, Alec didn't protest too much when I explained the plan. He was just happy that I was allowing his ass to continue to walk the Earth. I couldn't let him off with the beating alone because that wasn't how shit went down in the Mafia.
He was a traitor, so I had to demand a piece of his body as penance. I was fucking gracious by letting him choose. He wound up choosing his pinky toe. Dee cut it off. It was put into a black lacquer case and given to me. I then threw it into the ocean. Alec was a lucky son of a bitch because we usually took a testicle as payment.
When all that shit was done, I was fucking exhausted. My mom and Carlisle had done as I asked and brought my babydoll to me. Her face lit up the moment I was through the fucking door. It felt like a freight train hit me. I was so in love with her that I couldn't see anyone else. Of course she noticed Felix and hugged him. The possessive fucker in me came out when he kissed her head. She was mine and I would never fucking share. Thankfully, she let him go after a few seconds.
I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice Bella wake up. She smiled at me and then went to the bathroom. My kid must be pounding on her bladder. I was still pretty proud of myself for knocking her up. Even though Dr. Cullen said it was the counteractive drugs that did it, I liked to think it was because my boys were really potent. They had seen the quality of my babydoll's eggs and did their fucking thing. She would have probably gotten pregnant even if we had used condoms.
When Bella came back, I offered to make her breakfast. She chose blueberry oatmeal, which was gong to be pretty easy to make. I didn't even bother to dress. I just threw on a shirt and went to the kitchen. If I was lucky, I would be able to keep my babydoll in bed a little longer. I was banking on getting lucky this morning. She wouldn't have to do anything but let me lick and suck on her pussy for a couple of hours. I missed seeing my babydoll come.
While the water boiled, I ran to my office to get my phone. In my haste to get into bed, I'd left it there overnight. When I went to pick it up, it buzzed in my hand. There was a text from Felix. It said that he was bringing up some people. I didn't expect anyone so my fucking sixth sense went into overdrive. I trusted Felix and knew that he wouldn't let anyone up here unless they were safe, but still my babydoll was here.
I rushed to the door to see who the guests were. The moment I saw the huge fucker with claret hair, I knew what was happening. He had an army with him this time. I wasn't surprised because shit was getting out of hand with the Organizations. Everyone was so fucking greedy. Plus, there seemed to be an overabundance of traitors in our mist as of late.
That big motherfucker smiled like the cat that ate the fucking canary. I stood there waiting for him to approach. He still looked like a fucking linebacker after all these years. He never told anyone his age but he had to be in his sixties but he took excellent care of himself.
Liam's Irish brogue filled my ears. "Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, you are under arrest."
It was an old joke between us. Before he was a made man, he had been a real Boston Detective. He was as fucking dirty as a cheap whore but he managed to do some good. Back then he used to take on jobs for the Mafia. He was basically a fucking hitman. He knew just how to set it up so law enforcement wouldn't be left with any clues. He was a fucking legend in his city.
Since his father hadn't been involved in organized crime, Liam had to work himself up the ranks. He advanced quickly because of his ruthlessness and skill. One day, he'd done a job for the biggest Boston boss at the time. The boss' daughter, Siobhan, had taken an interest in him. He courted her like a fucking lovesick puppy and a month later, they were married.
When Siobhan's father died, the Organization put Liam in charge. He had done enough shit to prove himself to those fuckers. Everyone could see that he loved his wife and would be good for the Family. He was now the head of the biggest Irish Organization on the East Coast.
I was reaching out to shake his hand when a small object shot past me. It was my babydoll. She was in Liam's face looking like she was ready to cut that fucker's throat. I watched in amusement as he backed up a little. His men were torn between pulling her back or watching. They chose the latter.
"You leave him alone! What is he under arrest for?! You have no right to come to our home and take my man away. I am his alibi, he was with me all night, every night this week."
My jaw dropped. Bella had just fucking lied for me. She thought Liam was a real cop and had risked perjury to save my ass. I fucking loved her even more. My cock hardened because what she had done was so fucking hot. And when she called me her 'man', I felt a sense of…pride.
Liam winked at me, letting me know to play along. This was going to be good. A little payback would be good for my babydoll.
"I'm sorry, Miss, but I'm going to have to ask you to step aside. Edward is being arrested for suspicion of being an asshole with a big dick. I'm afraid we're going to have to take him in."
Bella's mouth opened to protest. It took all of two seconds before she got the joke. She turned to me. "Edward Cullen, that was not funny! I was really scared."
All the men in the hallway started laughing. Bella blushed a deep shade of red. I picked her up and kissed her on the forehead. My little display earned me a bunch of fucking whistles and lewd comments.
Unfortunately, I had to sit my babydoll down so that I could invite the fuckers in. She was wearing some tight ass pants and a tank that showed off her perky tits. That wouldn't do. She was going to have to change. There was no way that I was letting these perverted fuckers leer at my woman.
I ushered Liam and his men into the living room. It's spacious and good for entertaining. Once the Irish were seated, I pulled Bella into the kitchen. Her ass looked so fucking perfect in those pants. I wanted to rip them off and fuck her over the counter.
"Bella, I'm sorry for scaring you. I didn't know Liam was coming today. He likes to sneak up on me. He's the head of the Irish Mafia in Boston. They're one of our biggest alliances, so this meeting is very important. Why don't I finish making your breakfast? "
She beamed at me. Her little pink tongue ran across her full bottom lip. My dick did a fucking cartwheel.
"That sounds good, Edward. I forgive you but don't make a habit of scaring the pregnant woman. My hormones are a mess as it is."
I pulled her into my arms. Then, I leaned my head down and kissed her sweet lips. She tasted like mint and honey. I fucking growled and pulled her closer. My hands roamed all over her quivering flesh. She was trying to fight me off but I was in nirvana.
I cupped her butt cheeks with my hands, bringing her closer. She was getting into the kiss. I heard her whimper. I removed one of my hands from her ass and laid it on her breast. Unfortunately, she was wearing a fucking bra. I cursed my bad luck. Bella used my momentary lapse to pull away.
"Edward, we can't. If we start having sex again, we won't work on our problems. I know it's hard but please stick to the plan."
Her chocolate orbs were pleading with me. She knew that I couldn't resist her sweet puppy dog look.
"It's not fair, Bella. We can work on our problems and still have orgasms. In fact, it would help us. I'm so fucking hard all the time. It feels like someone stuck a hot poker down my pants. Please, I'm begging you to let me hit it again. I'll be so fucking good to you. I'll make you come until you pass the fuck out. I've been wanting to lick your pussy again for ages."
Bella put a finger over my lips to shut me up. I sucked it into my mouth. We both moaned. I licked her finger like I would do her clit. She actually moved closer to me. My babydoll put her hand over my clothed dick. I bucked into it. She added another finger to my mouth. I lost my shit. I picked her up and sat her on the counter. I was raising her tank top when I heard a throat clear.
"I see you've got better things to do, Eddie. I don't want to disturb you but we're waiting. Stop fucking the girl and get your pretty boy ass out here. Some of the guys may want to see you fuck, but I'm not one of them."
Cockblocked by fucking Liam. I reluctantly let Bella go. She was blushing up a storm. I licked her cheeks, which earned me a slap and hair pull. My tigress would pay for that shit later. I finished her food quickly and made her a bowl. I left her in the kitchen to finish eating.
Liam and his men were making fun of me, which meant he had informed them of my kitchen activities. If I could have kicked his ass, I would have.
"So, Edward, your comare seems to make you happy. I'm shocked because I've never seen one up here. Is she new?"
I snarled at him. "With all due respect, shut the fuck up, Liam. Bella is not my mistress, she's my girlfriend, and hopefully she'll be my wife soon. She's also pregnant with my baby. Show her some fucking respect or I'll kick your ass."
Liam winked at me. "So, that's the infamous Bella. I've heard a lot about her from your godfathers. I didn't expect her to be here with you. I'm sorry. I'll apologize to her as soon as I get the chance."
I was confused. "Why wouldn't you expect Bella to be here with me?"
All the men rolled their eyes and smirked. "Eddie old boy, it's not a secret that you've fucked everything with a pussy. I just assumed that you were seeing this Bella and still fucking the rest of your comare on the side."
I hung my head. In the past, that might have been true but I had changed. Bella would be the last woman I made love to for the rest of my life. I had bitches making a porno in that hotel room and all I'd thought about was her. One of her kisses were more potent than a million of their fucks.
"No…um…I'm not like that anymore. I love Bella and only Bella. She's my fucking soul mate. She and our baby are all that matter to me now. That's why I asked you for your help with James. I have a feeling that he's going to go after her."
Liam's whole body tensed when I mentioned James. He wanted to take that motherfucker down just as much as I did.
"That Russian piece of shit! That Organization that he runs isn't fit to breathe the same air as us. I'm going to castrate the fucker for touching my Maggie. He knows that we want his ass and that's why he's staying low."
I nodded. I had figured as much. The Russians were out of control. They didn't seem to have any rules and that fucking worried me. Anarchy in our world was not good. Most of the fuckers involved in organized crime needed structure or they turned into fucking primates. Too many people had died the last time that happened.
Bella came out of the kitchen. I shook my head at Liam to let him know not to talk while she was here. She smiled at Liam before sitting down next to me. He stood up, took her hand, and kissed it. I hissed like a fucking snake. Bella patted my knee to calm me down.
"Allow me to introduce myself, Bella. My name is Liam O' Sullivan. I am a friend of Edward's. I'm sorry that I startled you earlier."
My babydoll accepted his apology. I listened to them chat about his wife and daughter. Bella expressed interest in meeting them. He promised to bring them next time. I was only half listening because every time Bella gestured her tits bobbed. I was fucking hypnotized. My eyes latched onto her pussy encased in those tight pants. I couldn't look away. My breath hitched.
Bella reached over and closed my mouth. I shook my head to clear my vision. Liam and the other men were laughing at me. I had been so absorbed in her that I hadn't heard a word anyone said for the last several minutes. Bella stood up to leave. Before she could go I pulled her into my arms and gave her a heart pounding kiss. I didn't give a fuck that Liam and his men were watching but Bella did. She pushed me off of her.
"Edward, that was beyond embarrassing! You can't just maul me in front of other people. I'm going to get dressed and then go down to Alice's. She and your mom are taking me shopping today. Please, try to keep yourself out of trouble until I get back."
The men whistled at Bella's chastisement. I gave her my panty dropper look. I smirked when her eyes clouded over. "I'm sorry babydoll but I love you so much. I want to kiss you all the time. I promise to behave myself if you do."
She gave me one chaste kiss on the cheek. Then, she left. I was relieved because if she had of sat by me any longer, this meeting would have ended before it began. I gazed at Bella's ass until she disappeared from sight.
Liam gawked at me. "Babydoll? Now that's pussy whipped if I ever head it. Does she make you paint her toenails too?"
I narrowed my eyes. "Shut the fuck up. That discussion is closed. Although you're not one to talk, Siobhan and Maggie have you wrapped around their fingers."
"Touché, Edward. Touché."
We both smiled at each other. Liam and I discussed forming a legitimate alliance. There were some other Families that would be willing to join. It was a good idea because it would make all of us stronger. Liam had the utmost respect or my godfathers. He was already willing to commit. We went to my office to work out some details.
Marcus and Caius were the true heads of the Volturi but they left negotiations to me. Cai had studied Literature in school. He had no patience for the business world. Marcus liked forming partnerships but he was shit at negotiating. It tended to be his way or the highway. I was the only one that could do it all. Since neither Marcus nor Cai had any kids, I was the heir of the Volturi. They were grooming me to take their place.
When we got back to the living room, Bella was there. She had on a pleated black skirt that came to the knee and a fitted sparkly silver cardigan. I could see a white tank underneath. Her hair was in a side ponytail. She was wearing nude pantyhose and her black flats. Even though her outfit was conservative, it turned me on.
I didn't like the guy she was talking to. His name was Paul and he was as huge as the rest of the fuckers. The reason I didn't like him was because he once beat up Demetri. He claimed to not know that Dee was my right hand. I had never forgiven Paul for that shit. He fucking knew, he just wanted to cause problems.
I put my hand on the small of Bella's back. She jumped at the contact. Paul's blue eyes turned dark. He looked like G.I. Joe. He even had the shorn black hair. I gave him a look that screamed, 'get the fuck away from her'. He said his goodbyes and moved on.
"Babydoll, it would be best if you stay away from him. He's a dangerous man."
"Yeah, I agree. He was looking at me like he wanted to snack on my limbs. I was only talking to him because I thought you would want me to. I don't want your associates to think I'm mean."
I kissed her on the forehead. "You don't have to impress any of these motherfuckers. If you don't like them, ignore their ass. You're too good to even be in their company. Bella, I never want you to do something that makes you uncomfortable, understand?"
She nodded. I sent for Felix to come get her. She didn't see the need for him to take her, when it was only one floor down. I gave her my mantra of better safe than sorry. She kissed my nose and called me Caveward before she left. I missed her instantly.
The rest of my day was spent video conferencing with various Families. No one could agree on an alliance that worked for everyone. One party would give up something, then the other party wouldn't be willing to give up anything in return. It was a fucking mess. If I had still been a heavy drinker, I would have polished off several bottles.
Liam and his crew didn't see the problem with alcohol. They drank so many bottles of my expensive shit that half of the bar was cleared. Anyone who swore that they could drink the Irish under the table was a fucking liar.
Eventually, the O'Sullivans and the Volturis hammered out a tentative agreement. We would let them in on some of our West Coast gun trade, if they gave us some of their best muscle. It's not that we didn't have a lot of men in our Outfit, but the Irish had the most motherfuckers that were big and easily controlled.
Liam regaled me with stories of his past exploits. He knew a lot of dirty jokes. I was glad he had refrained from telling them to my babydoll. The Bostonian accent had always intrigued me. It was slightly weird that when they said a word with the letter r, it came out sounding like an 'h'.
After the whiskey was poured, the guys started singing limericks. I used that time to text Bella. She was having a good time with my mom and the girls. She said she had a surprise for me later. My heart picked up at those words. If it involved a naked Bella, I was going to be there with bells on. I was so excited after her text that I had to go to the bathroom and jack off.
I hadn't masturbated so much since I was thirteen years old. My dad had found some of his old "Hustler" magazines under my bed. Instead of getting angry, he had congratulated me. He took me out for a drink at one of the bars he owned. I felt like a fucking King because everyone knew my father and sucked up to him.
The bitches flashed him their tits before he got in the door. No one seemed to think it was strange that I was there. Maybe it was because I looked older. I had made out with high school seniors. I was tall for my age and I carried myself like a grownup.
I remembered my father waving to a girl in the corner. She had long tanned legs and double D tits. My teenage hormones went crazy before I even saw her face. When I did notice her looks, I was pleased. She had deep set blue eyes and jet black hair that hung to her shoulders. Her lips were blood red. I watched in awe as my dad handed her a clip of money. I looked away. I knew my father cheated on my mother, but I had never seen it. I felt disgusted.
My dad put my hand in the girl's. He told me that he had bought her for the night. He was going to make up some story to tell my mother about why I wasn't at home. I was so scared that I nearly fucking pissed myself. The only thing my dad told me was to wear a condom. After that he left to find his own whore for the night.
The girl's name was Makenna. She was nineteen years old and a part time stripper/hooker. She said that I wasn't her first virgin. I had never done more than kiss so being alone with her was frightening. She stripped and rubbed her body against mine. I shot my load in my pants the first time. She wanted to keep trying until I got it right. It took three tries before I got my dick in her actual pussy. It had felt so good that I came from the sensation. I was embarrassed that I couldn't last, so I worked harder.
Before the night was over, I managed to make her come twice. She said I was a natural. I asked her if she ever slept with my father and she told me she hadn't. That made me feel better because sharing pussy with your dad was not fucking cool.
My father came to pick me up the next day. He laughed when he saw me asleep in Makenna's tits. She bragged about how good I was, which made my dad proud. He told me that being good at fucking was genetic. Mak, as she asked me to call her, kissed me on the lips before I left. She told me that she would give me a freebie if I ever wanted to come back.
Over the next few years, I fucked her a couple of times. It was never as good as the first time, though. After awhile, she retired and married some fat Irish Mobster with a combover. I had sent her an expensive bottle of champagne for the wedding.
Before I met Bella, I thought what my dad had done was great. I didn't see a problem with him taking his thirteen year old son to be banged by a whore. Now, when I look back on it, it was wrong. I would never do that to our son. A dad should give his son the sex talk, condoms, and information on women, but he shouldn't score his first time for him.
Because of my father's actions that night, I became a slut. I fucked so many bitches that I couldn't keep count. I would have given anything to have lost my virginity to my babydoll but I couldn't go back. If she was willing to accept my past, then so was I.
It was customary for the host to take the Dons out for dinner when they came to his city. Liam wanted to go to Eleazar's, so that's where we ended up. The Irish crew was loud and boisterous. I was sure that Eleazar and Carmen were getting noise complaints from the other tables. To avoid any fistfights or an all out brawl, I comped some of the diner's meals.
Liam was only in town for the night. He had to be in Portland in the morning. He gave me a bottle of rum that he'd gotten on his last trip to Ireland. We said out goodbyes. I was more than happy to see him and his crew leave. It's not that I didn't like their company, it was just that I was eager to see Bella. We still had a lot of shit to work through.
I drove through the streets of Seattle in a hurry to get home. I loved the way my fucking Phantom hugged the curves. I made it to the Penthouse in record time. Felix had already texted me to let me know Bella was home. He had orders to wait with her until I arrived. I got out of my car and took the elevator up. Those fucking doors couldn't open fast enough.
When I got inside, I noticed that there were shopping bags everywhere. Alice, Bella, Felix, and Jasper were playing Monopoly. From the looks of it, my sprite of a sister was winning. Both she and Bella jumped up when they heard me enter. I kissed them both soundly on the cheek. Jasper and Felix just gave a nod.
I politely kicked everyone out so that I could be alone with Bella. Alice whined about wanting to try on clothes, but when she saw my eyes she changed her mind. Jasper led her out by the hand. Finally, my babydoll and I were alone.
She gave me shy smile. "How was your day, Edward? I missed you. I'm sorry about all the bags but everyone ganged up on me. I felt like a mannequin."
I leaned down and kissed her lips. She tasted faintly of chocolate. I sucked on her tongue. "It was boring without you babydoll. Don't be sorry about the stuff. This is your home too. You can make a mess if you want. I'm glad the girls got you some new stuff. You're too stubborn to buy anything for yourself."
"I am not stubborn," she spat, causing us both to laugh.
"So, did you guys to a titty bar? They looked like the type that would enjoy that sort of thing."
I smacked Bella on the ass. "If I didn't know any better, I would say you were jealous, Ms. Swan. No, we didn't go to a strip club. The only titties I want to see are right here in this room."
Bella looked up at me. "In this room? So, this is where you keep your porn stashed."
She ran but I was quicker. I picked her up. We kissed passionately. The heat was building slowly. I was going to get some pussy tonight or die trying. Bella was making that fucking purring sound in the back of her throat. I knew that she was horny.
I increased the pressure of my lips. Her hands tugged my hair. She broke our kiss so that she could kiss my jaw. She flicked her tongue over my earlobe. I hissed into her neck. Her skin was so fucking soft and she felt so damn good. If we kept this up, I was going to come in my pants.
Unfortunately, she broke away. "Sit down, Edward. I want to give you your surprise."
Unless it involved wet swollen pussy lips and a clit, I wasn't interested. I couldn't tell Bella that, so I did as I was told. She came out with a shopping bag in her hand. She looked excited so I played along. There were two t-shirts inside. One was black with 'D.I.L.F.' written in red letters across the chest. The other one was white and had the phrase 'Real men change diapers'. I fucking loved them both. They were something that I would actually wear and they told the world that I was going to be a father.
I turned to Bella. She was biting her lip nervously. "So, do you like them? I understand if you don't want to wear…"
I silenced her with a sensual kiss. She moaned into my mouth. "Babydoll, they're fucking perfect. I will wear them all the time. I love you and our baby so much. I can't wait to be a father. I want everyone to know."
Her answering smile was so bright that it fucking blinded me. My love for Bella was so deep that sometimes, like now, I got lost in it. We just stared at each other for a long time. I saw all her love for me in her eyes, and it made me feel like a superhero.
Bella looked away first. Her voice was labored and husky. "So do you?"
"What?" I asked.
She pointed to the D.I.L.F shirt. "Do you want to fuck me, Daddy Edward? I'd really like that."
My eyes bugged out of my head. I swore that my dick clapped its imaginary hands. Every part of my body was ready.
"Um….but….no sex…something else… Fuck! I can't think. Let's go to the bedroom." I sounded like a retard.
She put her hand over my bulge. "I know what I said, but you were right. There's no point in us both missing out. I want you so bad that I ache. Please, Edward, make the pain go away."
I picked her up and ran to the bedroom. My clothes were off in nanoseconds. Bella giggled. "Wait here, Edward. The t-shirts weren't your only surprise."
She went back into the living room to get something. I heard her go into one of the guest rooms. If this was a fucking joke, I was going to ignore her for the rest of the week. My nuts were so fucking tight. My engorged cock stood tall and at attention. I laid down on top of the silk sheets. Even they didn't compare to my babydoll's skin. I almost fucking cried because I was finally going to get some pussy again.
Fuck me. That was all that I could think when I looked in the door and saw Bella. She was wearing a black see through babydoll lingerie set with a G-string. There was flower embroidery on the crotch and breasts. Her long mahogany hair was in loose waves surrounding her shoulders. She had a little gloss on her lips but nothing else. In her hand was a set of fucking fuzzy handcuffs.
Bella didn't move. She looked nervous. I was trying to control my heart rate before I passed out. Her eyes lowered. "I…um…know that I've gained some weight… and…maybe seeing me eat grossed you out. I…I can…um…understand if you can't…if you don't want…"
I hopped out of the bed and knelt in front of her. She still wouldn't look at me. I kissed her bellybutton.
"Bella, what are you talking about. You're so fucking gorgeous. You're the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I don't care how much fucking weight you gain. You're drop dead sexy. Seeing you eat turns me on beyond anything. It's my new fucking porno. You putting a spoon in your mouth makes me want to fucking come every time. Don't ever think that I find you unattractive. I want you so fucking bad. I want you all the time. I'm the lucky motherfucker. I'm thankful that you let me touch your body."
She looked at me. There was moisture in her eyes. "That was beautiful, Edward. It's just that when you didn't say anything for a while, I thought you were uninterested."
"Bella, I didn't say anything because you took my fucking breath away. Stay here while I get the camera. I want to take a picture of you in this, because I have a feeling that this particular outfit isn't going to make it through the night."
I ran to my office to get my digital camera. Bella tried to hide but I got several flattering shots. When that was done, I lifted Bella and threw her on the bed. She squealed with delight. The sound did strange things to my heart. I loved making her happy.
After that, I put her hands behind her back and clicked the handcuffs in place. I made sure that they were not too tight. She fucking bucked against the mattress. My girl was a total sexpot.
"Babydoll, remember what I promised you? About licking your pussy until you pass out? I'm going to make good on my word."
She moaned quite loudly. "I want you, Edward. I'm so wet for you baby."
Her fucking words spurred me on. I could see her glistening folds through the flimsy G-string. I flipped her over, so that she was lying on her stomach. I kissed and licked up the back of her legs. Her skin was so flavorful, like a rich desert. I sucked on the skin at the back of her knees. She liked that a lot so I did it multiple times. She moaned into the bed.
"What do you want babydoll? Where should I lick you?"
"Everywhere! Lick me everywhere, Edward. I'm so hot. Cool me off."
I cupped her ass with both hands. Then I kissed the skin surrounding her G-string. When I bit down into her juicy cheeks, her head shot up.
"Fuck, Edward! I like that. Do it again."
I was always surprised just how rough my innocent angel liked our sex. She was my fucking dream woman; a lady in the outside and a freak in the bedroom.
I was gnawing on her luscious ass like a dog with a bone. I used my teeth to remove the G-string. Bella screamed when she heard the fabric tear. I chewed on it a little, soaking up my babydoll's addictive juices..
"Oh my god Edward! Did you just eat my panties?!"
I laughed because she sounded so panicked. "I told you that this fucking outfit wasn't going to make it through the night."
The taste on the underwear whetted my appetite. Now I was ready for the real thing. I spread Bella's thighs apart. She was hot and glistening already. Her aroma was intoxicating. She was open and ready. My tongue dove in to her core. She bucked hard. I sucked and licked her to a quick orgasm.
"Edward, so fucking good! More please!"
"Your wish is my command, babydoll."
I turned her around so that was once again on her back. I lifted her legs over my shoulders. Then I buried my face in her pussy. It was heaven on Earth. Wetness oozed out of her snatch. I licked up every drop. I kissed her pussy like I would her lips. She made the most amazing sounds.
"Bella you taste so fucking good. You're my favorite fucking meal. I could O.D. on this shit."
She was thrashing around, trying to get her hands free. I inserted a finger in her sopping pussy. It slid in easily because she was so wet. I added two more fingers. She screamed again. This time was louder than the last.
I hadn't even got to her tits yet and she was close to her second orgasm. I lightly bit her clit. She came screaming my name. I was starting to feel a little smug. I decided to give her sensitive pussy a break and focus on her breasts.
I opened the little babydoll top thingy that she was wearing. It didn't hide a goddamned thing. Her nipples were straining against the barely there fabric. I bit one of her nipples. Her eyes flew open. I looked up at her and then down at her breasts.
"Watch me Bella. Look what I'm doing to you. I fucking own your body. No one else has or will ever see you like this. Say the fucking words babydoll. Say you belong to me."
"I belong to you," she whispered.
"Say it fucking louder! I want you to let the whole goddamned city know." I bit down on her other nipple. My hand went to her pussy. I flicked her clit with my thumb.
"I fucking belong to you! I'm yours! Only you Edward, only you!"
I tore the fabric of the chemise away with my teeth. It was in tatters around her body. I wasn't sure how much was spent on those little scraps of fabric but they were worth every penny.
I smirked. She was bare now. I went back to sucking on her beautiful tits. I opened my mouth wide so that I could suck in the whole breast. Bella's back arched off of the bed. I eased her back down. I bit the underside, savoring the salty taste of her sweat. It mixed with the sweet to create my ambrosia. My hand sped up in Bella's pussy. I was pushing my fingers in and out, in and out, and in and out at a frantic speed. I wanted to see her come again.
Her heavy lidded eyes widened. Her body tensed. "Holy fucking shit! Edward!! Edward!! Stop, I can't!" She flew almost completely off of the bed. I had to put my arm over her chest to hold her down. I kissed her collarbones while she came down from her high. I licked up the juices that covered my hand. She was fucking better than any gourmet meal. My whole face was wet. Her cum was even in my fucking hair. I found that really fucking erotic.
"Edward…I want your dick inside of me. I…I want you to fuck me from the front and back."
I thought that she would need a little recovery time but clearly I was wrong. I flipped her again so that she was on her stomach. Both Bella and I really seemed to enjoy fucking doggy style. I raised her knees so that her ass was in the air again. I was so fucking close. I just hoped that I could make it good for Bella.
I slid my dick over her slick opening, coating it with her wetness. She whined for me. I stuck the tip of my cock inside. It was the best fucking feeling in the world. I was surrounded by her wet heat. She was still so fucking tight. I could only push in a little of my cock at a time. My tigress was fucking impatient, though. She pushed her hips back, impaling her pussy on my dick.
"Shit! Shit! Shit! Fuck my tight little pussy Edward! You know you want it. Let me give it to you!"
I took time to thank whatever deity sent this little tigress to me. We never had to have that awkward discussion about dirty talk. She fucking loved it as much as I did. I thrust into her. Before she get used to the size, I pulled out. She moaned. I pushed in again, this time increasing the force. She met me thrust for thrust. I embedded my cock inside of her.
"You are mine! Nothing has ever felt this good. Show me how much you want my dick. Fuck me, Bella."
She increased her movements with my words. My balls slapped against her ass. I was all the fucking way in. I placed my knees on either side of her. I leaned over until I could kiss her neck. I marked her for every fucker to see. I bit down and tasted blood.
She screamed again. "Oh fuck! Fucking bite me again! Pour yourself into my body!"
I bit the other side of her neck. She was getting fucking mauled but I couldn't stop. I sped up the pace of my hips. The bed was pounding into the wall. I reached down and pinched Bella's clit. Her walls clenched. The orgasm that she experienced was so strong that it repelled my cock from her body. She collapsed with me on top of her. I undid the handcuffs.
"I'm not finished with you yet, babydoll. You said front to back. Now I'm going to give it to you. Just hold onto me. I love you."
I turned her onto her back. My babydoll's eyes were glassy and unfocused, like a heroin addicts. I could understand that because each time we fucked it was like getting high, only a billion times better. I was sure that my eyes looked wild too.
"Do whatever you want, Edward. It's all for you, baby. You're mine. I love you."
I licked inside her mouth. She gave me instant access to her delicious tongue. She moaned when she tasted herself in my mouth. That shit was so fucking hot. I licked the little bit of blood that was left on her neck. Bella had made me into a fucking vampire. We both loved biting each other. I had never been into that shit before but I was now. There was something about tasting her blood in my mouth that set me off. It was primal.
"I'm going to fuck you until you pass out now, babydoll. I'll see your sexy ass in the morning. I hope you dream of me fucking your sweet pussy all night long."
I plunged back into Bella's heat. She wrapped her legs around my waist. I balanced myself on my forearms. She looked up at me. We shared a white hot kiss. My dick was doing exactly what my tongue was. I squeezed my babydoll's breasts. Our rhythm picked up. I was so fucking close. The only reason that I had lasted this long was because I wanted to give her what she wanted.
She wrapped her arms around my shoulders. Her fingers played in my hair. She scratched the scalp lightly. I was making a sound between a purr and a growl. Bella laughed. I silenced her by rubbing her clit. She pulled my hair. I wouldn't be surprised if there was a patch in her hand. The pain felt good. I thrust into her faster. Our sweaty skin slapped against each other like ocean waves.
"Fuck, Edward! I'm going to fucking come! I'm going to cover your huge cock in my cream. Make me fucking come! Mark me!"
I pumped two more times before we both fell apart. We screamed like two people facing the guillotine. I fucking growled into her neck. Her delicate teeth bit down into my shoulder. It felt like she took a chunk of skin. I kissed her. The faint taste of my blood was still on her tongue. Little balls of light danced in my eyes. I was a blind man and Bella was my guide.
I slumped onto her little body. I didn't want to put too much weight on her, but I couldn't move. I was still inside of her but my dick was flaccid. I felt so fucking happy. She really was mine again. I had claimed her.
Bella reached down and cupped my cock. "Welcome home, Edward. You belong here. I love you."
Her words and gentle rubbing got me hard again. I cursed a fucking blue steak. This time, we made love slowly. We rocked against each other until the pressure built. There was more love than need in this type of lovemaking.
I bit the skin at the back of Bella's ear. She licked and bit my neck. We both held out until we couldn't take the pleasure anymore. We whispered 'I love you' in unison. This time our orgasms knocked the both of us unconscious.
When I woke up, it was dawn. The lamps were still on. I got out of bed to turn them off. Bella sat up. She arched her back and yawned. "What time is it, Edward?"
"Almost six in the morning. We slept the whole fucking night."
She batted her eyelashes at me. "I wonder what I did to make me so tired. If only I could remember."
I lunged for her. She crawled away at the last minute. She was still fucking naked. My dick twitched. I stared at it.
"Stay down, man. You can't take any more fucking. I warned you before that she's trying to kill us."
My babydoll fucking laughed at my antics. She excused herself to go to the bathroom. I slapped her bare ass as she passed. She rolled her eyes at me. I would make sure she paid for that shit later. Every part of my body was still tingling. I was fucking hungry too.
Bella came back still butt ass naked. She ungracefully fell on top of me, barely missing my nuts.
"Hey, watch the boys. You almost took one out."
"You don't need them anymore anyway. I'm already knocked up."
I kissed her forehead. "You sure are, and it makes me so fucking happy. I pushed her down so that I could see her belly. I laid my cheek against the small roundness.
"Hey little one. It's daddy again. I hope your mommy and me didn't make too much noise. Daddy loves you angel."
I felt Bella's arm encircle my neck. She caressed my cheek. It was still surprising to me that an actual person was inside of her. Maybe it wouldn't be real until I actually saw our kid in person. My babydoll was in my fucking bed. We had just experienced mind blowing sex. And she was carrying my child. My life couldn't get any better.
We dressed and went to the kitchen to get something to eat. Bella fried bacon while I made eggs. She wanted waffles so I mixed the batter and put some in the machine. It didn't take that long before everything was done. I made her sit down so that I could pour her some juice. She mumbled something about me being 'controlling' but I ignored her.
I watched in amazement as Bella drenched everything in syrup. She even licked the nozzle of the Mrs. Butterworth bottle. She ate like it was her last fucking meal. I was so fucking pleased that I bounced in my seat. Alice and I were related after all. When she finished, I made her a second plate. She ate this one sans syrup, but she did make a sandwich out of her food.
When she finished, she reached into her pocket and took out a small bottle of pills.
"What are those?" It definitely wasn't Tylenol.
"These are my prenatal vitamins. I have to take them every day."
I held out my hand. "Give them to me. I'm going to put them into a pill counter. I'll make sure you take one every day."
She handed them over. I knew the vitamins were helping her but I didn't like the fact that she had to take the thick pills daily. The bathroom trips, the mood swings, the cravings; it seemed to all be inconveniencing her life.
"Bella…do…do you…regret getting pregnant by me. It just seems like it's a lot and you didn't have time to get used to us before it happened. I just want you to be happy."
She stood up and walked to my chair. Then she straddled my lap and buried her face in my neck.
"I'm so very happy Edward. It's not perfect timing but it's what I always wanted. I love children and I can't wait to be a mother. As long as I'm with you, I'm perfect."
"The same for me," I whispered.
We were both still tired so we went back to sleep. As usual Bella used my chest as a pillow, not that I was fucking complaining. I heard her mumble my favorite words. My heart expanded. We slept for several hours until the sound of a phone buzzing woke us up. I answered it.
It was Alice. She wanted to know when the couples prenatal yoga class was starting. Even though she wasn't pregnant, she insisted on taking it with Bella. Poor Jasper had to take it too because the instructor only taught in pairs. The classes were going to be held in my building. There were rooms in the gym that we could use.
My babydoll took the phone. They discussed something called a 'onesie' for a few minutes. I had no clue what that fucking meant. They talked about Lamaze classes, epidurals, and a bunch of other things I knew next to shit about. My ears perked up when I heard Bella say that she would definitely be breastfeeding.
I knew that some men had a fetish for lactation. I fully expected that I was going to be one of those men. The thought of sucking milk out of Bella's tits made me hard. I didn't want to take away from my kid, I would just like to be able to enjoy too.
Bella turned to me. "I have to go, Alice. You're horny older brother got too excited listening to us talk about breastfeeding."
I heard Alice squeal, "TMI, Bella! TMI," before my babydoll hung up.
She licked her lips. "Now where were we, Mr. Cullen? We have a lot of lost time to make up for. Make me pass out again."
I pounced on her. We never left the bed that day. Bella did indeed pass out in my arms.
There was something very important that I had to do. It was going to change our lives forever. I sent a text to the one person whose help I would need the most.
Mom, I'm ready. Let Operation Propose to Bella begin.
Oh sweetheart! I just knew it. I'll start first thing in the morning.
I fell asleep with the future Mrs. Edward Masen Cullen in my arms. At that moment, there was no place else I would rather be.